12 August 1820: Keats: Excessively Nervous
 & Cheating the Consumption
                     
               
               Wentworth Place, Hampstead

 
                     
                     Wentworth Place, Hampstead: After about seven weeks staying with his friend and one-time mentor Leigh Hunt and Hunt’s somewhat hectic family (with five children running around) at Mortimer Terrace in Kentish Town, Keats on 12 August returns to Wentworth Place in Hampstead to stay with the Brawne family: a widowed mother and her three children, one to whom Keats is betrothed. Her name is Fanny, and Keats wears her ring. Keats had formerly stayed in the other half of Wentworth Place (a detached double-house, which, in English terms, can be called a villa). It has been a wet summer, and poor Keats is not in very good shape, and the sympathies and care of Mrs. Brawne are considerable.
Beginning early May, Keats has been living at 2 Wesleyan Place, Kentish Town, around
                     the
                     corner from Hunt. After a bout of blood-spitting
                     (technically, hemoptysis) on 22 June, the next day by invitation Keats moves in with
                     the Hunts
                     at 13 Mortimer Terrace so that his condition can monitored. While at the Hunt residence,
                     Keats
                     becomes very upset when he discovers that a letter to him from Fanny is opened (unintentionally, it seems) by someone in the Hunt
                     household, and so he leaves in a distraught state. Not long after, Keats apologizes
                     for his
                     exaggerated response; he lets Hunt know as much, and that he feels genuinely touched
                     by Hunt’s
                     patience and many sympathies
 (letters, 13 Aug). 
With medical advice and the support of others who are very worried about him, Keats
                     since
                     early July seriously considers a move to Italy in an attempt to restore his sinking
                     health.
                     Those close to him note his extremely poor and increasingly emaciated state. By mid-August,
                     it
                     is determined that he will go to Italy. Keats writes, another winter in England would, I
                        have not a doubt, kill me
 (letters, 14 Aug). But beyond this vague hope, Keats almost
                     certainly knows enough that his days are numbered; as mentioned below, his knowledge
                     of the
                     illness—consumption—is considerable, given both his family history and medical training.
                     [For
                     much more on Keats and consumption, see 3 February 1820.]
Keats will somehow need to raise the money as well as find someone to accompany him. He hopes to go with his very good friend Charles Brown, with whom he has previously lived and travelled. By the end of the month, Keats asks for money from the often inflexible trustee of the family money, Richard Abbey; Abbey refuses to give him anything, claiming his own financial shortcomings (letters, 23 Aug). Keats barely manages to get by with loans from generous friends like John Taylor and Brown. Keats seems to have spent up the capital he was aware of, having lived for a couple of years based on credit from that capital, inherited from his maternal grandmother. He is unaware that a significant sum (perhaps about 800 pounds) is actually available to him via the courts (Chancery), left to him by his maternal grandfather (in today’s terms, perhaps approaching 80,000 pounds). It appears Abbey is also unaware of this money, which has been building with interest.
Keats understandably displays and expresses anxieties: witnessing his own mother and younger brother, Tom, die from consumption no doubt burdens him. Yet, on 13
                     August, Keats says that he half believes his illness is not yet Consumption,
 and ten
                     days later he expresses some hopes of cheating the Consumption.
 This, though, goes
                     against the direction of his symptoms, and especially the hemoptysis and what appears
                     to be
                     increasing physical incapacity. Hope can be delusive. The so-called wasting
                        disease
—pulmonary tuberculosis—seldom lets go, and the decline of its victims can often
                     take more than a year to resolve itself in a horrible end. In short, Keats has grave
                     doubts
                     about his immediate future: mid-August he composes a short will that stipulates that
                     Brown and John
                        Taylor be first paid
 from his estate, and that his books be divided among
                        my friends.
 At age twenty-four, you don’t make a will unless you believe there are
                     problems. 
 
                     
                     Keats’s situation and pronounced nervous state both magnify and twist his regard for
                     Fanny Brawne. Over July and into August, Keats in
                     fatalistic terms tells her that he cannot live without her. He is possessive and jealous
                     in
                     the extreme, and, by throwing out frantic ultimatums, he emotionally manipulates her
                     by
                     attempting to control her behavior and feelings. I am sickened at the brute world which you
                        are smiling with,
 he writes to her. I hate men and women more.
 The world, he
                     says, is too brutal,
 and he says that only in the grave might he have some rest.
                     Keats’s feelings for Fanny have fallen into and merged with other parts of his distressed
                     state and situation, so much so that at moments despondency and anger take command
                     over his
                     emotional life. 
At the end of August, Keats hemorrhages again, and his prospects and strength decline
                     further. He reports a couple of times that his chest is tight and agitated. Everything,
                     it
                     seems, taxes and tires him. These are, of course, symptoms of his illness and corresponding
                     state of mind. To his sister (from whom he often
                     shelters his more dire thoughts) he writes, I am excessively nervous
 (13 Aug). One of
                     Keats’s friends, the young painter Joseph Severn
                     (who will eventually accompany Keats to Italy), reports that in July Keats’s appearance is
                        shocking,
 and that it reminds him of how Keats’s younger brother, Tom, looked before he died of consumption in December 1818.
                     Poor Tom becomes poor Keats. 
Perhaps Keats’s greatest (or only) relief about this time is that his 1820 volume
                     Lamia, Isabella, The Eve of St. Agnes, and Other Poems (1820) is
                     published between 26 June and 3 July. It receives decent reviews with what Keats calls
                     the
                     literary people
 (letters, 14 Aug); sales, he believes, are moderate
 (letters,
                     14 Aug, to Brown). A few of Keats’s friends believe the volume displays vast power
                     and genius,
                     and more favorable reviews begin to appear. Those who study and recognize his gifts
                     and
                     originality are right, and the collection will become one of the strongest in the
                     English
                     canon, capping Keats’s halted progress. Most of the thirteen poems in the volume possess
                     a
                     style, voice, and thematics that can profitably be called Keatsian. His voice of independence
                     and remarkable originality—sensual intelligence? intelligent sensuality? restrained
                     intensity?
                     intense restraint?—is, in many of the poems, expressed in clear, uncluttered, dramatic,
                     and
                     enduring ways. 
 
                     
                     
 
            